NORMAL TO NOT NORMAL IS REAL AND SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY TO AVOID SUCH SITUATION

NORMAL TO NOT NORMAL IS REAL AND SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY TO AVOID SUCH SITUATION

MY EXPERIENCE

There are some experiences that me who write this physically have had in the last few years that me who write this physically felt could never occur. However, some of those happenings are basically a daily or regular experience and are seemingly more normal than what was normal some years ago. This is quite strange.

Why is this being written by me who write this physically?

Me who write this physically have come to understand that some and perhaps a sizeable portion of these developments are organised or even by people who are trained to do that.

What does this mean?

This means, that there are entities and perhaps organisations and, of course, people who can be operating to dehumanise, terrorise and destabilise a human being and or human beings on a continuous basis.

Why is this important?

Me who write this physically have noticed for some time a development that is very worrisome. This is that there is a trend where people in conflict or people trying to disadvantage people are very much trying to make those people suffer. It's not just about trying to defeat people and or nations as it was in the past, but it is appearing more and more common that the intention is also very importantly to make targets of aggression suffer and go through pain. This is now being seen as an objective of conflict. This is not new in human history, however the number of people who seem to condone this is what is alarming.

Why should this matter?

This should matter because people need to understand that there are a good number of people who are of the opinion that making people suffer is a legitimate way to resolve differences. This, even within families, communities and associations of people in close cooperation. This should matter to any well-meaning person in the universe, because it means that people who fall victim of this can go through so much suffering and life could be very different in just a few years. In conflict areas, this could be much faster.

The second reason why this matters is that there are people trained to impose this systemic suffering, which means it can be easily scaled and effected on a number of people.

This is not written to scare people but rather to do just the opposite. It is to instil confidence in a humane approach to life and encourage legality, moderation and rule of Law in resolving differences.

However, this is also written to make it clear and unequivocal that this is real and not a myth or fiction and people need to be careful not to allow themselves to become victims of this. There are signs and people can avoid this situation if they are vigilant of what is happening to them and take seriously anything that causes them pain, especially when it is just like that.

The most chilling aspect of this, is the fact that it is made to appear as though these situations are either the fault of the victim or by happenstance. This is what makes it much more destructive, because the victim has to prove that it is not negligence but organised, intentional and well planned. However, it can be legally and accurately defeated if it is understood.

The following is to show some insights into the differences between then and now for me and to show how easily this can occur.

THEN AND NOW

1.

THEN

Sleeping on a mattress was the norm for most decades of my previous years which was usually quite comfortable even in my tertiary schooling days.

NOW

Now, in recent years, the norm is to sleep sitting down, slanted and waking up feeling quite weak, sometimes very weak and then many times with aches and pains all over my physique. How this occurs is not always clear, but this has been my experience most nights in recent years. Body aches are very normal. Me who write this physically have a very comfortable mattress in this residence but am not able to sleep on it for most of the year. 

2.

THEN

Brushing my teeth regularly almost every day and sometimes more than once a day for decades of my youth. Mouth pain from sores was very strange and few and far between.

NOW

Me who write this physically celebrated four days of continuous brushing of my teeth in November 2025 which has not occurred in some recent years. This has meant that mouth pain from sores, which was very rare prior, has basically been a monthly experience a number of times each month in recent years.

3.

THEN

Bathing almost every day, sometimes more than once a day. This was normal and didn't require any real thought.

NOW

Going an entire month being unable to bathe even with painful sores as a result of not bathing, which clearly shows that the desire to bathe exists but to bathe regularly or several times a month is just not feasible for now. Sometimes the sores will be so painful, especially on my feet and groin area, but yet it would not be feasible to bathe but after some days, it would be possible to wash those areas to ease the pain. This is not normal, but it has been the norm for me in recent years.

4.

THEN

My hair was mostly well groomed and maintained neatly whether plenty or not so plenty. This was just normal.

NOW

Hair is not groomed and me who write this am physically unable to wash my hair except when bathing, which is also very irregular. Every day my head itches, which is sometimes quite painful but mostly very irritating, but still it has not been feasible to wash it regularly. Of what benefit is a situation that causes regular pain and consistent irritation?

Me who write this physically have never had dreads in the decades of my entire youth years.

5.

THEN

Very good eyesight and vision.

Seeing very well in the day and dark with normal lightening for most decades of my entire youth years. Not wearing glasses was the norm.

NOW

Me who write this physically can hardly read much without glasses and need above the normal amount of lighting to read in darker environments. This makes me wear glasses for many waking hours on most days, even sometimes when in the garden.

6.

THEN

Me who write this physically would think freely every day. Sometimes me who write this physically would go to a lake to meditate early in the morning with the fresh, crisp air and the chirpings of birds flying to and fro. This was very refreshing. Thinking freely was normal.

NOW

Me who write this have physically had my head spiritually and or psychologically smashed and or cracked approximately 9,500 times in recent years which is basically having continuous headaches almost every day for most hours of the day in recent years. Having daily headaches was not normal, but in recent years has been the norm. Sometimes it is not a headache but intense pain in my head. Spiritual and or psychological head-cutting attacks have become daily occurrences causing me pains in my neck and sometimes causing headaches. Almost every single day in recent weeks and months this has been occurring sometimes more than 15 times in one day. This is intentionally done by people. This is also targeted at other people which is worrisome. 

7.

THEN

Me who write this physically had devotion on most days, sometimes over 30 minutes and other times over an hour.

Devotion was normal whenever me who write this physically wanted to do that.

NOW

Me who write this physically only manage one or two minutes on average with some seconds of prayer at some intervals when feasible. This is after completing the entire scripture reading from the first to last chapter on 23rd November 2023 commencing in the year 2022.

8.

THEN

Attending a congregation-based worship was normal. This was on average two to three times a week and sometimes more.

NOW

Attending congregation-based worship a few times in the past 5 years and this is very arduous, and me who write this physically am attacked spiritually and or psychologically when doing that. What is worse is that those imposing this situation spiritually and or psychologically attack the worship situation that it makes it arduous to defend against this each time. This creates fear of going for congregation-based worship, which is very real because of how the average person responds to spiritual and or psychological attacks. This is implicating but also is a contravention of my rights to freely worship.

9.

THEN

Sometimes, in the years of my youth me who write this physically could not remember when me who write this physically last had a spiritual and or psychological attack. There were some periods with spiritual and or psychological attacks, but for most decades this was not a problem or a challenge. And even when there were such attacks, they were not mostly painful or causing considerable pain.

NOW

Since the year 2020, when me who write this physically was 39 years old, there have been continuous spiritual and or psychological attacks against me who write this physically but in year 2023 these attacks were basically morning, afternoon and night almost every day. The current situation is spiritual and or psychological attack every waking hour many times causing biological pain each day. There are also spiritual and or psychological attacks when sleeping, but the extent of that is not so easy to determine, but some pains are from spiritual and or psychological flogging, rape and other aggressions, some of which are ongoing, as me who write this physically wake up.

10.

THEN

The use of my phone was free and without any hacking as well as free use of computers.

My phones and or power banks were not intentionally damaged. 

NOW

Since the year 2024, to the best of my knowledge, it has not been possible to use my phone freely while my computer has been spoilt intentionally.

Now every use of the phone has hackers knowing what is written and to whom. Sometimes they interfere with the correspondence.

Some of my phones have been intentionally damaged while some power banks have been intentionally damaged as well.

Some months ago me who write this physically was about to walk into a supermarket and saw a security personnel watching a home video on the phone. Me who write this physically asked the security official whether she knew that where me who write this physically am living watching that video would be seen as some sort of wrongdoing and they would either delete the video or disable the memory card so she couldn't watch it. Sometimes they would pause a video dozens of times in one night till you forget about watching it. In the same city. She expressed shock and disbelief. The expression on her face was like 'is this guy for real? ' or 'what is he talking about?'. Me who write this physically said my hope is that she doesn't ever experience that.

11.

THEN

It was easy to receive money.

NOW

Now it just seems so difficult. Some time ago, a person had to make three payments prior to me who write this physically receiving just one. Not sure who collected the other money, but that was what happened as me who write this physically was made to understand. This never occurred prior. This aspect is somewhat more complicated than it appears because some other of the mentioned points have also been used to affect this to create a coordinated outcome. That shall not prevail through any means, manner or form.

Me who write this physically received some money some time ago and it took the person some days and from what me who write this physically understood required some very highly placed individuals to achieve that. The money is most appreciated by me, solved important problems and is multiples of my salary but this was less than 15% of what me who write this physically paid for a single-year house and office rent in 2008 to 2009 when the currency rate was over 12 times less. Receiving the money to make that transaction at that time didn't require any highly placed individual. Something is very wrong. 

12.

THEN

There was a dignity of existence mostly void of shame, humiliation and disgrace.

NOW

There has been a premeditated and intentional effort to effect shame and humiliation. This was first intended through financial hardship over a decade ago and since the year 2023 it has been through coercion, psychological pressure amongst others. This was made known very clearly to me who write this physically by a neighbour me who write this physically had never seen prior to that time. Every reason later made known were all false and just intentional human destruction agenda. The greatest tools they have used are psychological pressure and writing. This is primarily for implication attacks. Even when they compelled me who write this physically to post spiritual and or psychological attacks and me who write this physically did not want to do that and wrote purely in code, me who write this physically could not trace the posts on my social media. They eventually got that social media handle suspended for no wrongdoing because they didn't want me to access incident reports of crimes committed against me who write this physically and some others. This was all intended to create discontent and shame and disgrace, but this was all orchestrated and perpetrated intentionally for human destructive purposes.

13.

THEN

Me who write this physically had good health most of the time for the decades of my youth years. Sometimes me who write this physically would get Malaria once a year or even once in two years.

NOW

In the last three years, that is since the year 2023 me who write this physically have had Malaria no less than 15 times.

This is human-induced Malaria. Malaria is induced by sheer continuous aggression and weakening of a human physique. This is possible since the rule of Law here appears not to protect me from those who persecute me who write this physically even though these are known.

Me who write this physically rarely had biological headaches but basically live with daily biological headaches which are sometimes very intense almost every single day.

14.

THEN

Had a private life. Most people didn't know what was happening to me.

NOW

So many things are known about me who write this physically and this is done due to psychological pressure to write what is happening, deliberate impoverishment, which makes other practical options to escape this situation not really feasible, and then torment and torture, which when it happens enough times forces the victim to try to find a way to make it known to try to relieve the pain from perhaps attracting help to escape the perpetrators. It is only this year that it became clear to me that this was being effected from very high levels within and outside this Continent. The whole having to write everything is deliberately done to eliminate private life and create opportunities for disadvantage, because the more people know about a person, the easier it is to know how to disadvantage that person. To the best of my understanding one location said that would be ended which would enable me have a private life as well. Me who write this physically am of the opinion that this is really beyond me and is being done by those who want to disadvantage those that me who write this physically will have influence over in the future. This is very strategic.

15.

THEN

All my credentials were intact.

NOW

Some education certificates and result which took several years to acquire were stolen.

This helps create a constant feeling of fear and some level of helplessness.

16.

THEN

Me who write this physically felt free to move around and live a free and legitimate life with my rights available.

NOW

Me who write this physically do not enjoy various rights and different methods are used to deny these rights, but the impact is the loss of rights.

Just a few are mentioned.

The right to worship freely and freedom of religion is denied.

My rights as a user of telecommunication services are denied to some extent.

My right to privacy is denied to some extent.

My right to be paid completely for work done years ago is denied even when people have tried to get this money to me, including the government.

My right to farm in my compound in peace has been denied several times by the intentional destruction of plants, catfish, above-water irrigation system as well as the spiritual and or psychological attacks intended to affect my work. They attack if they feel the water put in plants is too much and they attack if they think it is too small or some plants have withered. This is not every time but has occurred many times.

My right to free movement has been denied but using diverse means which make it appear voluntary, but it is imposed. Me who write this physically have not left the grounds of this compound since October 6th 2025.

The right to free speech in my own compound. Me who write this physically am spiritually and or psychologically attacked and or disadvantaged for speaking in my own compound or making legitimate sounds, especially inside the kitchen, but others who speak loudly on the main road are not punished.

Freedom of thought and opinion are usually exercised with some form of spiritual and or psychological attack, sometimes causing biological pain.

Freedom of association is somewhat denied. For instance, contacts on my phone were deleted to make contacting people arduous. Freedom to worship in a congregation is also somewhat denied because it requires contending with implicating spiritual and or psychological attacks.

The way and manner these are effected and those who do it make it clear that this is organised and institutional though it is made to appear as happenstance or as a result of poor choices, but even decision-making is intentionally attacked to help in making choices that exacerbate the situation.

These are mostly enforced and some engineered. If someone had told me this was feasible 15 years ago me who write this physically would have said that it is completely impossible.

Because this is organised and appears institutional, it causes some consternation. This is because it means those genuinely behind all this cannot only be targeting me who write this physically.

Therefore, it is my sincere hope that people will read and study this and check whether there are indicators of such happening to them and hopefully use this insight to avoid becoming victims of this.

What worries me more is that an entire part of this nation was shutdown every week for one day for quite some time and people who opposed that were killed, kidnapped, assaulted and more. Tens of millions of people were involved. People me who write this physically have spoken to about that have been afraid to give details, one that did was attacked spiritually and or psychologically.

When these are juxtaposed, that is the ability to impose compulsory action on an entire people in several states while also having a methodology to capture people, it becomes apparent that this could be precarious and people should try to avoid being victims of this sort of situation.

Written by and occurred to Abiodun Mohammed Adeyemi Ajijola